Styles By Chimere .... Learns

over the last 7 months i have learned .... so many things

i learned to know my worth ... especially in the business world. i learned that i have paid my dues.
i have been doing fashion for almost 10 years. i do alot of things for free for my people ... my models or customers or fashion shows simply because i love love love what i do.

but there comes a time when things being free or under-estimating my worth .... must come to an end.. n it has. sorry no more freebies.

someone special to me .. says "CTC" CUT THE CHECK ... luv it ... well said mr

its not a personal thing it just Business... if you cant respect it then ... just walk away!

i learned to never to wear my heart on my sleeve ...because no one will ever take better care of it than me. so i now ... i must keep my feeling to myself even if the other has poored their out to me 1st n even then i will be skeptical.

also the suprising thing to me .. within this past week .. is that all though a person spells out how they feel for a particualar individual ... they person may not take heed.

or it is very possible that one can just walk away dead smack in the midst of a building a very special bond.

i think i was left hanging because of judgement and assumption and also being put in category based on my age.

or maybe someone was begining to fall for chi chi and instead of expressing their feelings and fear. its just easier to walk away and disreguard how the other feels.
especially when the one who has expressed significant amounts of love love n more love for one... but really has no info ... no details.... no address... no background... for their said love....
what is his name ...... i call him my Batman ... he has simply drove away in his fancy auto-mobile and vanished........................................................................................................... flat line ........... my heart no longer beats