my Lu & my Cinnamon ....
it seems they both are not that into me
he hates me
he intimidates me
it seems im trying to prove to both that i am the perfect mom & perfect woman
my family critizes my parenting...they think iam unfit
this is oh so beyond hurtful .... its killig me... stressing me.... stress kills inside and out!
him & him get along so well...
im fighting my mom for my son
im fighting him for more time
its exhausting, its worth the fight
since i was 13 giving birth to my lu .... i have fighting wars busting down doors to make sure i succeed and the failure is not where in sight.
since june 4 2010..i cant imagine my world without him.... he too brightens my my day....
they both are my air that i breathe....
yet on this saturday i sit alone wondering where they both are
heart broken
heart ache
frustration
worry
and soo much more
did they both find someone to replace me?
i guess loving them with ALL my heart just isnt enough?
broken hearted
