Chimere... Has Potential ... yaaayyy :-))

so i think yesterday i was lifted off my feet and sent floating into cloud nine....



i am soo grateful to have met someone that is Truely into meeeeeee .. CHIMERE ... and is totally interested in knowing all things CHIMERE...



HE SAID ... I JUST WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU ... BEST THING I HEARD ALL YEAR..!!!!!!

i wanted to scream .. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY ... finallly .. bout dam time ... some one wants to get to know me .. i have longed for such a thing for eons...



n i was just silent ... i couldnt even sqy nething after that i was silent... ... whato wanted to say is that i want to know .. ALL THINGS ......MY MR... LOL





this is sooo new to me ... i repeat ...very new .... i never knew a person other than my self could be soo cool bout everything and oh soo honest... its unbelievably an awesome feeling .. and very comforting not to have to second guess everything said.



coming from a relationship where 1 person just lied for no aparent reason... n now someone who seems totally interested in me is oooh soo honest.... its soo cool ... thnxx to the gods lol



i always said i wanted to have a relation where me my person .. are like homies then become deep into a relationship / understandingship of some sort...

our reLTIONSHIP NEEDS TO be ooh soo cool n smooth ... i dont not want ne bickering or beefing ... just needs positive communications to the 10th power



i always wanted to know what Wifey Potential .. meant .. so i asked My Mr.. and explained it Beautifully .. as he does everything else .. which i appreciate to the 10th power

this feeling that i get wheni am in is presence is soooo un-describable ... he asks me question and say i am very vague when answering them... its because i have no words ... asof yet to to express my true feelings ...
your awesome
i am awesome
lets be awesome together

sooner than later .. as we take our time .. getting in-tuneed with eachother ...
fine line btw rush & force .. dont wana do neither ... yaaaaaaayyy us
thnxx for reading my blog

So True

My Horoscope Today is So True... it hit my current Situation right on the Nose

here is how it reads ....

Capricorn

If your Single, the only thing in the way of attracting the Love of Your Dreams is fear of getting involved eith the wrong person. If you Dont try , youll never Know. Its easy not to love again when you've been hurt before, but think of what you could be missing if you dont take a chance.


this applies to me .. just as much as the ski is Blue ....

i am certainly beyond afraid to love again.. sheesh this one touched my soul just now
this is crazzines lolol...
but the great thing is ... the someone i am afraid to let loose or let my guard down with .. he continuously trys to make me comfortable and able to open up with him .. which is awesome to me

but the thing i will not let myself miss out on such a great .. not to mention Awesome humna Being .. such as MY Mr. these last 4 days with out seeing those cinnamon Brown eyes n lips i adore has been torchure .... im going through withdraw here lol.. but seriously ... i ammissing him like crazzy
i fee like i have known himfor a while .. when it has has only been like 1 month & some change ...

i am almost cerrtain that last guy i was almst or attempting to get with i only seen like 5 or 6 times in like a whole year .. which is so not cool but anyway

i feel great .. ready willing & able to try new things with this new person .. that if he is feelign the same .. which i am certain that he is .

today he is suppose to be back from his trip
hopefully i see him... if not ill just be devasted as usualy .. when i cant be in his presance ..lol

thnxx for reading
laters

My Heart for Yours ....

i long time ago i used to write Poems ....

i have no idea why i stopped

perhaps i just lost touch with it .. :-((

but recently i have been feeling like some sort of poet ...lol

i text lil entries to myself



just lil things bout my feelings ... these feelings that i have been having which i haven felt .. for anyone in a very long time



these feelings for this person in particular is almost un real .. but im loving every moment of it.

im the back of my head i keep wondering how long is this greatness gona last

the answer to my questioni give myself ... is hopefully forever ... ;-)))



the other day i said hey why dont cha move to harlem .... n if you do that i will cook dinner for ya every single day ..lol sheesh (idk y i said tht lolol) but he ask whatwill that cost him ... i replied ... ITL COST YOU YOUR HEART...

why the heck would it cost him anything more than that ... he is soo aweome to me ... i couldnt ask for or want anything more special ...



man .... i be sooo tired ... chilling all night long ... :-)) ...but i will stay awake just to spend as much time together as possible

and im sure he be tired as well ... i savor every moment with him ... he eases my mind .. mutual feelings is the best feeling in the world ....

uhmm gotta get back to work now so i will finish this later on

thnxx for reading :-))

laters

i feel great this morning .. looking even better !

today i didnt read the news paper .. because my co-worker that i usually steal it from isnt here ..lol
so i was forced o go online n get my horoscope myself... :-(( lol

so as i googled .. capricorn .. this of many that was short and sweet .... :-)) from astrology.. but i always love the the scopes vrom Daily news .. its applies to me n my feeling the most for strange reason... yaaay me !
here is how they read.....
Capricorn.....
Your soft side comes out in a big way today, making it perfect for romance. Settle in for an evening with your sweetie....
From astrology.com


Tuesday, July 6th 2010
If a heart-to-heart with someone special is due (or overdue), don't delay any further. Set a time for your sensitive conversation. Clear the air and get your issues out in the open. If it's important, don't leave something unsaid, because it may resurface later. It's best to tackle it now.
Read more: http://www.nydailynews.com/lifestyle/horoscopes/daily/index.html?c=capricorn#ixzz0svLzjpmg


it is awesome ... well tome it is an awesome feeling when someone or something is consistent with what theu say....
like if the y say hey ima callu back ... or ima call u back in a 5 min n they actually do .. its ooh so lovely
but it is oh sooooooo RUDE AS HELL if someone says yea ima call u back or right back n they dont ... OMG i sooo dont likey .. no bueno

but soo far im N not dealing with any rudeness .. well@ least not yet
but for some strange reason i dont think ill be goin thru of that ... :-))) woo hoo lol

but anyway i have been yerning for an adult realtionship ... where evrything is out on the table , theres lots of ... and excitment btw me n other person ....
its amazing to me that i am doing justthat

i always say life is what you make .... i am pretty positive bout everything like 97% of the time .. sheesh i am not gona say im perfect .. but lol hey it is what is
everything i ever wanted is coming tolife
its reall awesome n exciting....

this person i am really interested in is sooo awesomeit is almost too good to be true buti havent seen any reason for him to be dishonest with me .. or vs vrsa ....

i love hearinghis voice it is like music to me ears it eases my mind ... ..never had that feeling before ... its funny to me because as we chatted it up as i walked home from the sprinklers .. yes i was in the sprinklers it was wayyy to hott to not be in the sprinklers .. + the pool was over crowded . ... ";-(( im dying to get in a pool .. it soo hott
today is 101 degrees out sheesh thats just odee ... BUT NEWAY
as i was walking home .. i was talking to my mr.. he said the same to me ... i was lie awwwwwwwwwwwwwww ... i feel the same way
but in my head i said that lololol
altho he is really interested in my every thought .. well the thoughts tht pertain to him i guess.. i cant tell him ... evrything just yet ... i dont wana pour my heart out .. just yet

but enough of me blabbing ....
i love my horoscope .. hopefully i see my mr today i really miss him its tuesday n i havent seen him since saturday .... NO bueno .. i no likey

thnxx for reading ...
laters
of course there willbe more to come

Do's & Don'ts

someone asked me a hypothetically speaking question ....

"If i was your man ... what are my does and donts?"



i was caught soo off guard i had no answer to the question ...i just froze up .. why .. i have no idea

that was such a fricking awesome question .... i didnt wana say the wrong thing so i just said nothing.



being that i over analyze eveything .. i have been thinking bout this question all night and all day



and i think i came up with a few answers



dont lie to me ... no matter how much you think itl hurt me or my feelings

dont talk down to me

DO NOT EVER by me flowers ... that will piss me the **** offf to the 10TH POWER seriously

get me pretty cupcakes REDVELT (from make-my-cake) instead OR vanilla cupcakes with confetti from Crumb or the VALENTINES DAY EPECIAL 1 ... no matter what diet im on..lol but i am serious.

dont embarress me ...

dont cheat on me .. if there is something is lacking in our realtionship .. or something that i need to improve with or on .. please be sure to tell me 1st ..

dont watch me struggle or leave me hanging when the goin gets tough.



do love me unconditionally

do be supportive

let me knowif i am doing something wrong n give suggestions as to how i can t hings better or differently... etc

be cool

do get me presents lol if u like tht is lol

be as cool with me as u are with your homies ... seriously...

treat me like the lady that i am ..

give a hug wen u see me ... kiss my lips n squeeze my........ lololol i am soo silly



i am not really sure if this answers the question that i was asked

but i guess this is wat ill say later on ...lol



this relationship or understandingship .. stuff is all new to me ... my mentality has changed over the last 2 years of being single ...

i just want to be ina realtionship where we are soo cool... its unbelivable

i work soo hard @ my reg job cutomers bitching all day

within my company i be amongst bitching models ... yelling arguing etc ..i dont want neof that in my realtionship ... ijust wana TALK to my MR.. if in fact he is My Mr. talk hug kiss the whole nine yards let discuss eachothers day and see how we can make eachother feel better n how tomake next day a better day if it didnt go as well as we intended for it.

to me realations should enhance eachothers life each person should compliment the other. no one or nothing should take away or add stress to anything that has to do with the relationship. or 1s totall being.
everything bout a realtionship is or should be 50 50 ... nevr 80 20...
it doesnt matter how much 1 person makes as far salary ... if 1 makes more than the other .. then both needs to come to some kind of mutual understanding that compliments eachother as far expenses are concerned.

this is my opinon .. i am not really no1s expert this is just how I feel .. if i was in a realtionship
but i am not .. its just me myself and i ... lol

someday some1 will feel the exact same or very similar
thnxx fo reeadingmy blog yet again
laters ........... :-)

Im Sooo Excited .. Its Unbelievable

Im sooo in love with todays horoscope ... Its realy Awesome I feel the very exact same way

and im very certain it applies to me ....



here is how the Horoscope Reads....



Capricorn........ Eventually, you can have everything you want, but you may have to wait for some pieces to fall into place. if you choose the pefect time to approach someone, you will get better results than if you force demands on them when they are preoccupied. be patient: All good things come to those who wait!

this is best horoscope i have read all week. . it is crazzy to me how this totally relates to me.

it is true everything i have ever wanted is coming to life .... i have a pretty good job .. and apartment .. that is just pefect for me and my baby boy of course .... thatilonged for .. for soo many years ..... i have a career in fashion with the compay that i own STYLES BY CHIMERE .. THE clothing CHIMERE & the CHIMERE MODELS... fashion fashion fashions is what i breath eat sleep & shit ...lmao .. yes i said it !
its wat i think about wen i wake up & b4 i go to sleep ... well recently i have been thinking about something well someone before a i go to sleep n & wake up lol.... My Mr.... he is soooooooo Inspirational .... altho i have only known him for a short time ... he makes me smile (more than than my usual)... he compliemnts me & wat i do .. well actually we compliment eachother .... hes handsome im beautiful .. he is smooth im cool .... hes chocoalate i am vanilla ... hmmmmmmm must i go on ... typing this is making feel some kind of way and i am @ my desk @ work. so i must kep it g rated ... lolol lmao ..
altho i keep it oh soo sexxy on the reg... 365 ... im bout to turn upthe sexxy 10 notchs ... you just wait n see ... i soo love everything aboutme ...the mere fact that someone else is intrigued by all my glamarization.... it inspires to me not hold back & let loose ..in due time of course.

i am reallylooking forward to this holiday july 4 weekend .. hopefully i spend every moment with my Mr... idlove to melt my Vanilla all over his ooooh soooo sexxy chocolate brown skin ..... & luscious lips.. that i i=adore ...
i have the pefect date planned for this evening after work .. n a sexxy day planned for sunday ...
im an supa siked and excited .... for sat i have this awesome sexxxy dress that i wana make to go with these awesome studded booties i got ... sheesh rememeber .. if u think its TOOO sexxxy its just right ....
ok ok world .. enough of my biz lol

thnxx soo much
for taking the time to read my blog .. i appreciate the love and feel free to give some input ask questions etc (noisy lol)

enjoy ur weekend!!!!!!!!!