What kinda Friends are We?

I don’t wana be "friends"with him anymore
because you be ignoring me as if im not important
So I figured if im not important
Then I will just be alone
And if I am important to you or matter somewhat then you needs to act like it
I HATE FEEELING LEFT OUT ….. IT’S THE WORST FEELING EVER
i see ... IT GOT A WEE BIT UGLY
I HONESTLY thought you didn’t care and would be like o well ok noprob
But you didn’t instead you wanted to meet up and talk about why I came to my decision
Then I asked myself does he actually care about me being in his life?????

but be in your life how
i am not really go with the flow kinda chick , when my feelings are involved

i dont know why is it that when i like some one i need very specific details
all of a sudden the 5 w's come into place

id say it could just the genuine concern for that person
not at all to control them just to be IN THE KNOW at all times
may sound weird
but her it is what it is

i have been in the presence of dudes before that i had absolutely no concern for.
when in their presence i was there and when i left it was gone
they didnt cross my mind til ... they called me or i felt the urge for a lil something something
i was clear on the type of relationship we were keeping ... to the KEY IS TO BE "CLEAR"