so today is Monday ... i am reading my Horoscope its pretty interesting yet again
here is how it reads
Capricorn.... A love bond can grow when you communicate easily with eachother. if you need to force a connection, it can be too much hard work. You are busy, and productivity in allareas of your life is a top Priority. its time to attract people who will support you,not pull you down. if need be , weed out those who obviously dont have your best interest at heart.
i like this horoscope because certainly someone i would like to create or grow a love bond with. i think he is a pretty cool dude, altho at this point im a lil confused and a wee bit skeptical but him as of yesterday .. he is very mysterious and it is bothering me just a lil. the reason it is bothering me is becuase i really dont wana bondard him with question andhave him think ima physco ..lol
but ithink i am just gona ask .... cuz these lil thngs are eating me up inside.
he says he is single and has no children and no woman ... yea uhmmmmmmm bout that .. i find that very hard to belive ... i mean he is really handsome and seems to be doing pretty well for himself n he is in his 30's .... so either hes telling the truth or just boaldface lying is ass off ... which i most certainly hate.!!!!!!!!!
so if he doesnt have like 1 woman then he must have a number women and perhaps hes palying the feild and just not saying this to me ... idk
on the otheri do believe ... just a tad ... because i am 25 and pretty darn great looking and i am very much so single as hell ... lol i dont have ne interest in anyone @ all right other than this handsome mysterious cool dude...My Mr. (wink.. :-)))
i leave this alone right n gathermy thoughts .... touch upon it in another ..later blog ...lol :-))
but so as for my weekend ... friday i was totally exhausted seriously
i came in from work ... at like 745 and immediately packed my bag for my showcase after work on sat... then i passed out but 810 or so... it was crazzy i was more tired than i realized.. i woke up like 3 or 4 am... to realize i had nothing set out to wear for my show ...OMG thats a nono
so now im scrabbling threw my crap .. to put together my fabulous ... runway finally outfit ... lol
n then i sat on my bed n realize i havent spoke toMy Mr....;-((( .. its crazzy for me because for some reason altho he still starnger i be soo anxious to talk to him and if i dont them myheart skips a beat or i really be sad... this is very new to me .. and i must say ABSOLUTELY STRANGE .... i dont think this is normal lolol especially for an adult.
so i called and ifigured i would interupt is his sleep .. bcuz it certainly is 4 am ... he answered yaay ..lol i was siked ... i love hearing his voice ... it eases my mind ... idk why .. this tyoe of feeling is new to me
as i am typing this blog .. just realizing im spilling the beans to the world .. when.. if i feel so strongly for this Mr... guy :-)) perhaps i should just tell him ... but NOPE ... i certianly wont tell him .. at least not just yet .... sheesh i guess i hope he doesnt google me . Styles By Chimere... this blog pops up .. guess that ill save a conversation
i am really dreading if i do tell himhow i feel ... n he doesnt feel same ... n npw he thinks im kibda rushing in to things .. as far as feeling r concerned .. sheesh
this craphas been on my mind the whole weekend...
so aside from this my fashion show was pretty cool
the Models were pretty cool .. with the exceptions of like 3 annoying ones... lol
i almost never have a show where allthe gurls are great
oh wait im lying i had a show 2 shows that i can remember off the top of my head .. 1 in new jersey all of them was very comfy with the bodies .. iwas like yaaay thanxx to the gods .. lol
they was "please give the otufit or swimsuit that shows off all my goodies""i said hot dam thats what im talking bout ...lol i love models are Exhibitionist... it really makes my job soo easy .. love love it
the hi lightof my fashion show was this 1 model .. my fav models are the most curvy 1s .. there was 1 gurl her name is alijah .. she also makes very cute eyewear ..i must say she did a great job with that ..i need to purschase like 2 pairs for now lol.
she stood out to me becuase i thinkshe assumed that because of her curves that i had nothing to dress her .... she obviously i had no idea that Styles by Chimere Embraces models with curves ... hellloo the designer meeee ,,is a size 16 .. bring onthe curves .. woohoo ..lol ok i am being oh so sillly right now
but yea i gave her my black & gold sarrange like 1 piece ... tht covered only like 30% of her body .. the rest was like dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ...lol she was hella thick
every model backstage was droolling male n female .. even me (nohomo) but i had to remain professional ... but thnxx gurlie for being cool ...
but the highlight for me was that My Mr ... stopped by ... i was soooo excited ... n really shocked because this is all new for me .. i dont have dudes coming to my events ... calling n checking for me .. wanting to do things with me ... altho i have longed for this day to come for ever
someone that is truely interested in me .. and thing thts have to do with me....
the downside of this event .. was that the show was all the way in Coney Island ... In Lincoln HighSchool ... the show started like 2 hour late smh ... so i left 2 hours later than i really wanted to... n i had to the train with all my crap ... my suitcase .. (thnk god its a rolly) a huge steve madden shopping bag filled oiwth extras ..n my loui n tht was like 10lbs alone .. sheesh i soo needed a ride for real ... cant wait til jan wen i get my car ... lol
gotta get my permit 1st .. for starters
but im going on break now ... no more blogging ...
thnxx for reading my blog
its all love
laters ... ;-))
Monday, June 28, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
New Things
for some reason lately i have been totally obbessed with reading my horoscopes. why ... i have no idea... lol
for the most part they apply to me in one way or another.. an in some cases they dont @ all.. which is very rare
todays Horoscope was very interesting i actually feel that it applied to me 100 %...
here is what it reads....
Capricorn ..... "Dont think too deeply about the How What and Why of a personal Situation; it can get you out of your comfort zone and cause you to overanalyze. Allow spontaniety in you life. A little unpredicability can be exciting. If something needs a shakeup, it can happen now. Look for the start of Something New.
for some reason i love this simpky because .. i am definitely a overanalyzer to the 10th power... which usually results in nothing good.
i think or am almst certain.. the reason i have been single for the last 2 years ... is because i always ask tooo many question and or ask myself too many question ... then im left with no answers because i dont wana scare the person away. so i ask nothing .. or i ask the question then the person is like OMG THIS WOMANIS PHYSCO... so my new found Modo is ... " Just Chill Chimere ... let it flow.." i learned well am learning to trust my own judgement... and to follow my gult. so i am doing just that.
in the past .. i find that are not really and truely interested in me ...like to get know what Chimere is Really all about ... they are just fascinated by the image or how i present Styles By Chimere ... i am styles by chimere therefore the way i look on a daily basis is me but also they have no idea i am selling an image of Glamourization lolol (yes my word i created lol) but these people who are pretending... they have no idea thati am eventually aware that they are fascinated or soley interested in my sex appeal my sassiness, n all the things i do to enhance my inner beauty ... hence lashes, lip gloss , lipstick, heels.. foundation etc. yea this is a mere enhancement .. there is is Chimere within all my fabulousity that lies with in Styles By Chimere.
i love love love love the fact that i am a size 16 ... i think well infacti know icare mysize very well... or @ least i domy best to in every way possible.
beingi love me waaymore than id like to share onthis blog.. everyone else loves me as well.. they love the Styles By Chimere paRT OF ME ..LOL
RECENTLY i have a new found interest a very sexy chocolate interest... everything about this new found interest is awesome .... well for now ... soo far... this interest seems tobe on the same page as me .. as far as all things mutual is concerned. i love the quote or word "Understandingship" instead of Relationship ....
ilove this because there definitely needs to be anCLEAR understanding between to people in order to have a great or Successful realtion and they both need or should be interested in eschother in evry aspect possible ... sexually mentally, business-wise, fun and sooo much more.
one should never have an hidden agenda or expect anything from 1 that , he or she doesnt intend to give ... hello eveyrting id 50% 50% not 80/20 ...lol but seriously
but i hope my horoscope leads me in the right path ... im almost certain my heart will.. after kissing too many frog .. i surely will find me prince ....
so bringit on new found interest ... ready willing and able is what i am about right now... yaaay meeee
thnxx for taking the time to read my blog .... hopefully i made some sort of sense ... or you the reader has a weee bit of common sense to read btw the lines and put 2 & 2 together lolol
but thanxx againsoo much .. i appreciate all feed back whether its neg or positive butof course i prefer posivitey all the time
but of course haters need love too
lolol
laters
for the most part they apply to me in one way or another.. an in some cases they dont @ all.. which is very rare
todays Horoscope was very interesting i actually feel that it applied to me 100 %...
here is what it reads....
Capricorn ..... "Dont think too deeply about the How What and Why of a personal Situation; it can get you out of your comfort zone and cause you to overanalyze. Allow spontaniety in you life. A little unpredicability can be exciting. If something needs a shakeup, it can happen now. Look for the start of Something New.
for some reason i love this simpky because .. i am definitely a overanalyzer to the 10th power... which usually results in nothing good.
i think or am almst certain.. the reason i have been single for the last 2 years ... is because i always ask tooo many question and or ask myself too many question ... then im left with no answers because i dont wana scare the person away. so i ask nothing .. or i ask the question then the person is like OMG THIS WOMANIS PHYSCO... so my new found Modo is ... " Just Chill Chimere ... let it flow.." i learned well am learning to trust my own judgement... and to follow my gult. so i am doing just that.
in the past .. i find that are not really and truely interested in me ...like to get know what Chimere is Really all about ... they are just fascinated by the image or how i present Styles By Chimere ... i am styles by chimere therefore the way i look on a daily basis is me but also they have no idea i am selling an image of Glamourization lolol (yes my word i created lol) but these people who are pretending... they have no idea thati am eventually aware that they are fascinated or soley interested in my sex appeal my sassiness, n all the things i do to enhance my inner beauty ... hence lashes, lip gloss , lipstick, heels.. foundation etc. yea this is a mere enhancement .. there is is Chimere within all my fabulousity that lies with in Styles By Chimere.
i love love love love the fact that i am a size 16 ... i think well infacti know icare mysize very well... or @ least i domy best to in every way possible.
beingi love me waaymore than id like to share onthis blog.. everyone else loves me as well.. they love the Styles By Chimere paRT OF ME ..LOL
RECENTLY i have a new found interest a very sexy chocolate interest... everything about this new found interest is awesome .... well for now ... soo far... this interest seems tobe on the same page as me .. as far as all things mutual is concerned. i love the quote or word "Understandingship" instead of Relationship ....
ilove this because there definitely needs to be anCLEAR understanding between to people in order to have a great or Successful realtion and they both need or should be interested in eschother in evry aspect possible ... sexually mentally, business-wise, fun and sooo much more.
one should never have an hidden agenda or expect anything from 1 that , he or she doesnt intend to give ... hello eveyrting id 50% 50% not 80/20 ...lol but seriously
but i hope my horoscope leads me in the right path ... im almost certain my heart will.. after kissing too many frog .. i surely will find me prince ....
so bringit on new found interest ... ready willing and able is what i am about right now... yaaay meeee
thnxx for taking the time to read my blog .... hopefully i made some sort of sense ... or you the reader has a weee bit of common sense to read btw the lines and put 2 & 2 together lolol
but thanxx againsoo much .. i appreciate all feed back whether its neg or positive butof course i prefer posivitey all the time
but of course haters need love too
lolol
laters
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